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Sex in Our Marriage has Always Been “Broken.” How do we Repair and Heal it?



Repairing intimacy in a relationship often requires couples to look beyond external solutions and focus on creating a safe, understanding, and open environment where both partners can express their needs and boundaries. While factors like past trauma, unrealistic expectations from media, and rigid cultural beliefs can make intimacy feel “broken,” couples can overcome these challenges by fostering genuine communication, embracing the evolving nature of closeness, and letting go of performance-based mindsets. By redefining intimacy based on mutual respect and individual needs, partners can build a meaningful and fulfilling connection that’s unique to them, ultimately creating a resilient bond grounded in patience, vulnerability, and compassion.


 

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Acknowledging the Struggle: What Does “Broken” Intimacy Look Like?


For many couples, especially those who’ve been together for decades, intimacy can feel more like a source of stress than satisfaction. When issues surrounding sexual intimacy persist over long periods, we may reach a point where we feel hopeless or even call our intimacy "broken." Couples struggle to bridge the gap in closeness that comes with such challenges, leading to feelings of loneliness and frustration. Often, in trying to “fix” things, we can end up creating new barriers rather than breaking down old ones.


One of the biggest mistakes couples make is looking for answers outside their relationship, turning to sources that promise quick solutions without addressing the root issues. Sometimes, partners feel tempted to use pornography as a way to “learn” how to improve intimacy, hoping it can help them gain the confidence or skills they feel are lacking. Yet, in many cases, using such external resources can create greater harm than help, setting unrealistic expectations and adding to the existing struggles.


The weight of unresolved issues around intimacy, combined with years of built-up frustration, can feel daunting. However, couples can absolutely work together to create a fulfilling intimate life that honors each person’s needs, boundaries, and past experiences. The journey to repairing intimacy doesn’t start with techniques or tricks, but with genuine self-reflection, patience, and open communication. It’s about creating a safe, connected environment where partners can begin to rebuild closeness at a pace that respects both of them.




Understanding the Roots of “Broken” Intimacy


For those struggling with what they call “broken” intimacy, there’s often a deeper history at play—unaddressed trauma, unmet needs, or old wounds that continue to impact the present. In many cases, past trauma, rigid beliefs, or struggles with feelings of inadequacy can shape a couple’s physical relationship in subtle but powerful ways. When one or both partners carry unresolved issues into their intimate lives, it can create tension and misunderstanding, especially if these issues are left unspoken.


Trauma, for instance, can profoundly affect a person’s experience of intimacy. Sexual trauma can lead to feelings of fear, discomfort, or detachment during intimate moments, which, if not addressed, often leads to feelings of frustration for both partners. Additionally, the impact of trauma on intimacy is often compounded by cultural or religious beliefs that may inadvertently reinforce shame or guilt around sex. For individuals from rigid religious backgrounds, there can be an added layer of complexity around the idea of intimacy, as many traditional teachings emphasize strict roles and expectations for sexual behavior.


Unspoken beliefs about sex and relationships, combined with feelings of frustration or hurt, often create a cycle of disappointment and distance between partners. The past has a powerful influence, especially when couples aren’t even aware of its effects. When trauma, unmet needs, or cultural conditioning go unaddressed, they can become invisible walls that block true connection. The process of repair begins with acknowledging and understanding these invisible walls, creating space for each partner to explore how past experiences shape their relationship today.



The Impact of Unrealistic Expectations


As couples try to “fix” intimacy issues, many find themselves relying on pornography or cultural portrayals of sex, hoping it can offer some guidance or inspiration. While the media often makes it seem as though the answer to intimacy issues is straightforward, the reality is that intimacy is highly individual and nuanced. The images and messages from pornography can lead to unrealistic expectations about what intimacy should look or feel like, and the fantasy often overshadows the realities and complexities of a real-life relationship.


Pornography tends to promote a one-sided view of sex—one focused primarily on performance and instant gratification. It lacks the depth, emotional connection, and mutual respect that healthy intimacy requires. When people begin to measure their intimate life against such portrayals, they may end up feeling that their relationship doesn’t “measure up” and that something must be “wrong.” This can put undue pressure on the relationship, leading to resentment and, ironically, even less closeness over time.


Moreover, unrealistic expectations don’t just arise from pornography; they’re also shaped by society’s broader messages about what intimacy should look like. Media portrayals of relationships tend to emphasize passion, spontaneity, and unending desire, creating a standard that real couples can rarely meet. These external influences often make couples feel that their own relationship is lacking when, in reality, what they are experiencing is perfectly natural and normal. Part of repairing intimacy is about letting go of these external ideals and creating space for a more realistic, mutual experience of connection.


Here's a past PBSE podcast that can provide additional insights—How "Sex" Can Be Used as an "Intimacy Substitute."




Creating an Atmosphere of Safety and Understanding


So, if relying on external portrayals of intimacy isn’t the answer, what is? The foundation of repairing and rebuilding intimacy lies in creating an environment where both partners feel safe, respected, and understood. When intimacy feels “broken,” it’s often because there’s a lack of emotional safety—one or both partners may feel they can’t fully express themselves or that their needs aren’t being met in a way that feels honoring.


Creating safety involves a conscious effort from both partners to cultivate open, honest dialogue about their experiences, desires, and boundaries. This dialogue needs to be free from judgment or blame, allowing each partner to be vulnerable without fear of rejection. This is especially important for individuals with a history of trauma, as feeling safe in the relationship is essential for them to feel safe during intimacy.


One approach is to set aside time specifically for these conversations, framing them as moments to connect and understand each other. Simple questions like “What makes you feel loved?” or “What can I do to help you feel more comfortable?” can open the door to deeper insights and allow each partner to share without feeling pressured. It’s about learning to listen and respond to each other’s needs in a way that fosters a sense of shared understanding and connection.




Moving Beyond a “Performance” Mindset


A common barrier to intimacy is the tendency to see it as a performance, something that needs to be done “right” to be fulfilling. This mindset is heavily influenced by media portrayals that equate satisfaction with specific acts or outcomes, reducing intimacy to a checklist rather than an organic, mutual experience. To repair intimacy, couples need to let go of this performance mentality and allow themselves to connect authentically, without the pressure to “succeed” or meet certain standards.


When intimacy is approached from a performance mindset, it creates anxiety and pressure, as one or both partners may feel they need to “prove” themselves in some way. This approach can make intimacy feel forced or disconnected, as it becomes more about meeting perceived expectations than about true connection. Repairing intimacy involves reframing the experience as one of mutual exploration and growth, where each partner’s comfort and enjoyment are prioritized over any external benchmarks.


Couples can shift away from this mindset by focusing on the connection they feel during intimate moments rather than the specific outcomes. By seeing intimacy as a shared experience, they can reduce the pressure to “get it right” and instead create space for genuine, spontaneous connection. In doing so, they often find that the experience becomes more fulfilling and rewarding, as they are able to be present with each other without the burden of expectations.


There are MANY sexual paradigms thrust upon us by a pervasively sexualized culture. Here's a PBSE podcast to help you navigate which of those paradigms are healthy and not—"Are My Sexual Behaviors a Problem?"




Embracing the Evolution of Intimacy Over Time


One of the most freeing realizations couples can come to is that intimacy is an evolving journey, not a static state. Just as individuals change over time, so do their needs, desires, and boundaries within the relationship. When couples understand that intimacy will naturally shift and evolve, they can let go of the idea that it must look a certain way or meet a specific standard to be fulfilling.


The concept of evolving intimacy can be especially important for couples who have been together for many years. As life brings changes—whether through aging, health challenges, or shifting priorities—intimacy adapts to fit these new realities. Recognizing and embracing these changes can help couples feel more connected and less pressured to maintain a specific image or routine. Rather than seeing changes in intimacy as signs of failure, couples can view them as opportunities to deepen their connection in new ways.


For example, a couple in their twenties might prioritize physical closeness in different ways than a couple in their sixties. This doesn’t mean that one experience is better than the other; it simply reflects the different stages of life and what each partner values at each stage. By honoring these shifts, couples can create a sense of intimacy that feels authentic and deeply connected, regardless of where they are in life.




Practicing Vulnerability and Openness


Another essential component of repairing intimacy is vulnerability. For many couples, discussing intimate needs and desires can feel intimidating, especially if these topics have been sources of conflict or misunderstanding in the past. However, vulnerability is key to breaking down walls and creating a more honest, open connection.


Practicing vulnerability involves being willing to share openly about what feels fulfilling, comforting, or challenging in the intimate relationship. It’s about expressing needs and fears without the expectation that your partner will “fix” them, and without assuming judgment or criticism. Vulnerability allows each partner to see the other’s humanity, creating a deeper bond that goes beyond physical closeness.


Couples can start practicing vulnerability by sharing smaller, simpler aspects of their experience before moving on to more sensitive topics. This gradual approach allows each partner to build trust and feel more comfortable with openness over time. The goal is to create a safe space where each person can feel heard and accepted, fostering a relationship dynamic that supports both emotional and physical closeness.




Fostering a New Definition of Intimacy


For many couples, the journey to repairing intimacy is also a journey to redefining what intimacy means to them. In a world that often portrays intimacy through narrow and superficial lenses, couples have the freedom to create their own unique definition—one that reflects their values, boundaries, and individual needs. By doing so, they can break free from cultural pressures and focus on building a connection that feels genuine and satisfying.


A new definition of intimacy might include emotional closeness, shared experiences, or acts of kindness that go beyond the physical. It might mean finding joy in simple gestures, like holding hands, spending time together, or engaging in deep conversations. Whatever the form, what matters most is that the intimacy reflects each partner’s genuine feelings and desires, rather than an externally imposed standard.


This redefinition allows couples to focus on the quality of their connection rather than any specific act or outcome. As they create a new vision of intimacy, they often discover that their bond grows stronger and more fulfilling, as it’s rooted in their own shared values and mutual respect. This process of redefinition can be liberating, as it frees them from the pressure to “perform” and allows them to focus on what truly matters in their relationship.




Rebuilding Connection with Patience and Compassion


Repairing intimacy is not a quick fix, and it’s important for couples to approach the process with patience and compassion—for themselves and for each other. It’s natural to encounter challenges, setbacks, and moments of frustration along the way. However, by committing to the journey and supporting each other with kindness and understanding, couples can create a lasting foundation of trust and connection.


One way to cultivate patience and compassion is to celebrate small successes along the way. Even small moments of connection, like a meaningful conversation or a shared laugh, can be powerful indicators of progress. By acknowledging these moments, couples can stay motivated and encouraged, recognizing that every step forward is a meaningful part of their journey.


Ultimately, repairing intimacy is about creating a relationship where both partners feel seen, valued, and respected. It’s about building a connection that honors each person’s individuality while fostering a shared experience of closeness. With patience, compassion, and a commitment to growth, couples can repair and heal their intimate lives, creating a bond that’s as enduring as the love they share.




 

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